Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy
cathy_edgett

stillness -



Sometimes I wonder if my purpose is simply to be still, "drugged with happiness and with prayer."


Here is Thomas Merton:

In the afternoon I went out to the old horse barn with the Book of Proverbs and
indeed the whole Bible, and I was wandering around in the hayloft, where there is
a big gap in the roof. One of the rotting floorboards gave way under me and I nearly feel through. Afterwards I sat and looked out at the hills and the gray clouds and couldn't read anything. When the flies got too bad, I wandered across the bare pasture and sat over by the enclosure wall, perched on the edge of a ruined bathtub that  has been placed there for the horses to drink out of. A pipe comes through the wall and plenty of water flows into the bathtub from a spring somewhere in the woods, and I couldn't read there either. I just listened to the clean water flowing and  looked at the wreckage of the horsebarn on top of the bare knoll in front of me  and remained drugged with happiness and with prayer.

Thomas Merton. Entering the Silence, Journals Volume 1. Jonathan Montaldo, editor (San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1997): 363.


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