Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Twitching -

The day before I go to the doctor, my left eye twitches. No matter how much I try to assure myself all is fine, my body goes into a nervous mode beyond my conscious control

Steve informs me the last three paragraphs in my last posting don't make sense to him. Jan's parents are still trying to convince her to marry someone Chinese and a doctor. They inform her they can't sleep and are losing weight over her decision to marry my son. I would like to not find that upsetting, as I truly do know it has nothing to do with me or with Jeff, but just like with the chemo, and the twitching, there is something underneath that is upset.

I was trying to imagine myself this morning leaping into wider, rapidly vibrating circles of electrons, leaping into the expansive places where the qualities I admire, steep. I was looking for exuberance and peace.

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