Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
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When Palin made it clear, that she did not pause to discuss the decision of running for vice-president with her family, I think most of us realized that we had discussed any job offer or change as a family, and probably also with friends.   Do you think this is the right decision?   Let's make a list of the pros and cons.   Most of us make decisions like that. 

Steve was offered a huge promotion in NY when Jeff was starting high school.  We turned it down, putting the "kids" first.   We had both moved a great deal growing up and we wanted to offer what we perceived as a different stability for our children. 

I can't imagine having a leader who thinks any decision is about her alone.  Oh, wait, we've had that.  We've had The Decider who seems unaware that his decisions affect the lives of other people.   Bob Woodward said on Bill Maher Friday night how disconnected Bush is from the disasters he has caused.  I think the book The Sociopath Next Door explains Bush well.     I do not appreciate seeing his patterns repeated in Palin.   This woman is cold as shown in her inability to respond to Biden's emotion at losing his wife and child, and being a single parent trying to raise his sons.   This is a woman who thinks it is all right to shoot wolves from airplanes, and does not want to protect the polar bear.

I think this is a good article on how we each look at Palin and through her decisions better see our own.   Surely, we all feel for Bristol and the father of her child, and the lack of choice either of them was given.   The issue is not about abortion.  It is about choice, and that each of us has choice, and that choice is made within the context of family and society.   What best benefits Bristol, the fetus, and society?   A discussion of the matter might have led to different results.  

The Way We Live Now

Palin Talk

Published: October 2, 2008

Nearly five years ago, my husband was offered a prestigious, challenging plum of a job in another country. At the time, my father was dying, and my older son, suffering from debilitating migraines, was struggling in school. Sometimes parents decide that what is tempting, even perfect, for them is just not right for their family. My husband turned down the job.


I didn’t talk much about the decision at the time. I felt guilty that my husband had to give up something he would have loved in part because I couldn’t handle it, and I carried a vague shame that other families could have toughed this out but that ours was too fragile. It’s hard to talk about what you are not proud of. None of this fit with my view of who I thought I should be — an unflappable, charge-ahead type, able to roll with whatever life delivered.

I’ve been thinking again about that choice since Sarah Palin, whose teenage daughter is pregnant and whose 5-month-old son has an as-yet-undetermined set of medical needs, decided to run for national office.

Looking back at the early response to Palin, I am struck by how many of the sentences that were written, spoken and shouted by people, began with “I.” As in: “I have a special-needs baby, and I wouldn’t dream of running for the hardest job in the world while he is an infant.” Or “I have a special-needs baby, and Palin’s my hero for showing you can raise a child and work.” Or “I would never drag my pregnant teen through the national spotlight.” Or “I wouldn’t judge her as a parent because her daughter is pregnant, the same way I wouldn’t have wanted to be judged.”

Even more interesting was how often these views came from the mouths of women who I would have predicted would be saying something else. I saw it in my own circle of mostly working moms, women who could have embraced Palin as one of them but instead dismissed her for “being back at work three days after giving birth, when I could barely find time to shower.”

And the paradox was highlighted by the polls. Not long before Palin was chosen by John McCain, a survey by the Pew Research Center found that Republicans were far less likely to support a female candidate who is the mother of young children than were Democrats. That was consistent with results from a year earlier, which showed that 53 percent of Republicans, compared with 38 percent of Democrats, believe it is “bad for society” when mothers of young children work outside the home. And yet within hours of her introduction, Sarah Palin, the antithesis of the stay-at-home mom, was being praised by home-schooling moms everywhere, as surely as Michelle Obama, who left her six-figure job to spend more time with her children, had been slammed.

This could all be dismissed as merely politics, and it certainly started out as politics, but there was a hunger and a fury in the conversation about Palin that hints at something deeper. Because what we are looking at while dissecting the parenting cred of our politicians (O.K., O.K., of our politicians who are mommies — we pay very little attention to the parenting of men) has little to do with them, and everything to do with us.

Our talking is part of an endless dance in which we move about in order to figure out where we stand. For what else is gossip but a roundabout way to explore social norms? And what landscape is more complicated to navigate than that of modern parenthood, where we often hold many contradictory opinions at once? Want to work but also want to stay home. Hate pacifiers and use them anyway. Swear off junk food and commercial TV, except when necessary. Abhor helicopter parenting unless my child needs me.

In his choice of Palin, McCain inadvertently hit upon a truth. He assumed that appointing a woman would “speak” to other women, that nominating a mother would get mothers talking. It did. But while we started out talking about Palin — while we thought we were actually talking about Palin — it seems what we were mostly talking about was ourselves.

“As a parent I would never. . . .” All around me, women were speaking of things their friends had never known. Of the pregnancy terminated because of a harrowing genetic test. Of the mother who took her 16-year-old to get an abortion in the days before Roe v. Wade. It is not that they hadn’t told anyone, but now, like me, they felt it was important (and permissible) to tell everyone.

Their confessions, coming as part of a national conversation, felt less personal, less vulnerable, more purposeful. We have seen it before when the subject was marriage — the Clintons and Spitzers and Edwardses come to mind — when dissecting the life of someone very public gave license to talk about things that are deeply private. But short of Zoë Baird’s nanny, this was the first chance we have had for a public dissection of the decisions around being a parent. For me it was the chance to talk about my husband’s dream-job-that-never-happened. I started out with a point to make: “As a parent I would never put ambition above the needs of my family.” But the talking quickly became my way of facing my own choice. Should I have been more like Palin — strap the baby on your back and forge the raging river? Was it weakness or strength that kept us from moving away? In the end, I grudgingly admired her fortitude and understood that her way was not mine. You often learn who you are by realizing who you are not.


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