Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

morning -

I was trying to describe to a friend how my morning began, and decided to place it here. I think there is something important in it for me, and I know I need to let it go, that holding on would be holding, and that is not what this is about.

I woke this morning feeling so amazing, a place of non-judgment, just being. I have no words for it, and I know it won't last, but I thought if this is one of the gifts of chemo, it is so worth it. I am learning to rest when I need to rest, and I have the luxury of that right now, and it is wonderful to feel and honor. I am learning not to fight the fatigue, or to judge it, and sometimes, I do, but I think I am learning. I think the creeky old carriage is being pulled out of the carriage house and attached to the horse. I woke, so grateful for life this morning, so grateful to be alive.

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