I am feeling much better. In that, is something odd, I am slightly embarrassed to admit. Before, I usually just had enough energy to do what I could do. Now, I have more energy, and so, I am into judgment about just how to utliize that energy. I'm in a bit of a push-pull which I am trying to let go. It is funny, really, and I have heard others talk about this. The blanket of comfort and support is tossed off, and there is this whole, huge world, and how much of it can I now take in and participate in. I guess I am still the wide-eyed baby, and I am starting to crawl and reach out on my own. There is something beyond the safety of my doctors and my home. Yay!
Today will be a big journey for me. I am heading down to Woodside to celebrate the return of spring with very dear friends. We celebrated September 21st, and, in preparation for my inner journey, my friends covered me with Post-its, with words of support. The winter solstice we each celebrated alone, but, today, is again a gathering to welcome the joy of spring!!
Happiness, and ease in the land of judgment to all!!