Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy
cathy_edgett

Checking in -

I have radiation this morning, and when I lie down for the procedure, I feel how tired I feel there. I don't think I am tired all the time, but there is something about the place and the enclosure that when I lie down, I just want to go to sleep. Of course, I do hop quickly out of there when I am "freed." I am out of there today with morning to spare so I stop to get my blood taken. It is cold outside, 43 degrees when I leave this morning, and she is having trouble getting blood from everyone, and I am not easy. My veins cuddle inside when it is cold, and, not only is it cold outside, but the office is cold too. I sit there shivering in my jacket, so, I leave disappointed that I have to come back this afternoon, after being poked painfully in my arm and my hand. I feel discouraged. Steve mentioned that the few poems I have written of late don't seem to be in my usual flow. I can't seem to find my flow with so much medical intrusiveness. I am trying to stay in the moment, this moment, and I do feel a bit unbalanced right now, and so, it is. I will just let it be for now. Good care to all of you.
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