Thoughts on "ordinariness" -

It seems that most people have trouble leaving radiation. There seems to be an attachment that develops to all this attention. This is what I am told. I, personally, in this moment, cannot imagine it. I finish my treatment each day and stroll, practically run out the door, with the most delightful feeling of freedom. I am looking forward to being ordinary, and finding as much hidden delight as I possibly can in my ordinariness. Perhaps, that is why I am seeing differently, looking between the leaves. I want my life to bounce with peeps and peeks.