Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy
cathy_edgett

Disappointment!

The purpose of this blog is to be honest with myself about my journey. That means documenting the highs and lows and inbetweens. Today, I visited the oncologist. My white blood cell count is "very, very low." If it isn't up by Friday, I can't have chemo on Monday. I guess I thought I could do this myself, but I would like to ask you all to visualize my white blood cells multiplying like crazy and partying and knocking the "bad guys" out of the ring. Actually, you can visualize however you want, but I struggle with that I think I am well, so I don't like bothering everyone on the prayer and visualization thing, and then, learning that I am not as well as I seem to feel. I wanted an excellent report. I wanted white blood cells all over the place. I am disappointed, to have to once again admit that I am mortal and I need some help.

White blood cells, Ho!

Thank you,
cathy
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