Good Morning!

I am awake, and with my thoughts and feelings. I think I had some idea that this life is one based on the reward system. Now, here is a little cancer. I will be good and do everything "they" say, and it will be gone, and that may well be so, but I feel a little blip on my screen right now, and so, how now do I deal with this.

This comes by email last night. "Life is complex. Each one of us must make his own path through life. There are no self-help manuals, no formulas, no easy answers. The right road for one is the wrong road for another ... The journey of life is not paved in blacktop; it is not brightly lit, and it has no road signs. It is a rocky path through the wilderness."

-- M. Scott Peck


Why would I want it different than that? Chris told me of a volcano on Maui he and Jenn climbed, and they looked down and saw their shadows on the clouds embraced in a rainbow. I sit with that now. I see my shadow on the clouds and feel the rainbow. Color bites vibration in me. I am alive in colors, that slither in and out of sun, like snakes.