Diappointment -

Well, I had hoped for a whole day of festivities and celebrating, but it was not to be.  I just can't handle heat and sun, so I did well until mid-afternnoon and then we had to return home.  I must admit I cried.  It fills hard to have this incredible fatigue come in.  I don't know if it is the Arimidex which is causing me to be so emotional, because with no estrogen that could be affecting my emotions, or if it is truly legitimate disappointment that I feel somewhat handicapped in what I can do.  I just took a long nap and I am feeling a little better.  Certainly the day is delicous, and my ability to absorb it is still little bites.   We cancelled our evening plans, so I have still not been able to see where Jeff and Jan will marry.    It will come, in time and space.