Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

more thoughts -

I am sitting with why today was easier than last time. I went today with a different attitude. I came from a place of surrender. I had no energy to fight, and envision battles within. I was more relaxed, and my heart wasn't racing. I knew it was fine to just sit, and so, I did. Instead of racing between visualizations, and worrying if I was spending the right amount of time on each, I just sat there feeling the organism as intelligent. I didn't feel I needed to direct it. I know what to do. I trusted myself, and all was humanly divine.

I also brought the book "Blue Pastures" by Mary Oliver.
At times, I read a bit.

I think these words of hers summarize what I am trying to say.

"I would like to do whatever it is that presses the essence from the hour."

May this be so - an honorable guide.

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