Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy
cathy_edgett

more thoughts -

I read yesterday about the many people who have started blogs as a way to deal with their illness.  What is curious to me, is that for many of us, the illness ends.  It was a tunnel we went through.  We emerge.   What now?   I have been requested to continue the blog, and I will.  As Jane and I go back through what is here, we see it is not so much about the illness, except as an instruction in presence.  It is harder now, in this world of choice, to stay present, and yet, I reach for it like a towel and wrap it around me, and now, I let it go, and bathe in the pool. 

Thank you!   I bow in thanks, as I honor my movement through a threshold.  I am beginning to believe I am well, and I always was well, and I see the wellness is the well within. 

Steve and I were married 35 years ago, on Monday, the 19th.   I am with that today, even as I sit in presence, wrapping the wholeness of my life around me. 

On Tuesday, I will help Jan choose a cake and flowers for their wedding.  I am wrapped in blessings.   I feel like a dolma.   I hope you do too.
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