Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Mortality -

Jane says she noticed in working with me last week that there is a clarity, a discernment about what is "true" for me, about what works and what doesn't.  I am aware of mortality.  I know the value of time.  That is one of the gifts of this.  I rest a great deal, but my sense is that I do not "squander" time.  I think I understand the difference very clearly now.  Sometimes I think I that am rather sober, but I think it is more that observation is my mode for the moment.  I am detached in some way from what is going on.  I am observing.  My feelings are deep, but I think emotion may be a bit at bay.   I am trying to understand this for myself.   Tears may come, but they are not about something specific.  It is more, "Ah, there is sadness."    Perhaps, this is how it is meant to be, the being here, truly being here, and the ability to observe, and, also, detach, and, in that, discern.  The path is clear.

Some flowers have ultraviolet paths for the insect to follow into the flower to get to the pollen.  Only the insect sees that path.  I feel that now.  My path is shining, in untraviolet.  The yellow brick road is mine to follow, and I continue to feel the home that is within.   I am blessed, as are you!!

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