I consider that in Greenland it is dark 24 hours a day right now. Is that why my body is feeling some confusion as to day and night? I order Gretel Ehrlich's book on Greenland. How wonderful is the night!
Why would I question my awakeness right now? I give it to myself. Upright, I don't feel the discomfort of the pillow contacting my head. I light a candle, and make my own day. I find reverence now in being awake in the night. This, too, is okay. I follow my feelings, where I am led. I am led to a little more time here, and, then, back to bed.