Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Dreams -

I am considering on my morning dream, remembering now that, in interpretation, we are everyone in the dream, so the chubby, naked baby I was holding is also me. Steve loves my head, thinking it looks like a baby's head, with its soft tufts of fluff. I am usually less charitable in my interpretation, though I am realizing that I am starting to look and feel like a soft, chubby baby, and so, perhaps, this truly is a rebirth, and I am meant to enjoy now, and then, one day, start crawling, then, walking, and shed my baby fat.

I am on the type of chemo where people usually gain weight, a most strange thing I think, and yet, so it is. At least, I can snuggle in, in my winter baby fat, into the winter womb of warmth and rebirth.

I'll poke my head out in the Spring.

Happy savoring all the Holiday Treats!

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