Afternoon thoughts -

Jane and I are planning to go more deeply into ourselves tomorrow to see what we can uncover.  We are devoting the day to it.  I sit with it, because so many people spoke on Saturday and Sunday of what courage we models for the fashion show have shown in dealing with our cancer.  Somehow, I can't feel it as courage.   It felt like doing what I had to do.   Is that courage?   Perhaps.   Also, we didn't do it alone.  Look at all the help I have had!   Even Steve admitted today that I have learned to receive.  

Though it may feel there was not much choice in it,  I again reflect on the words of my chemo oncologist on how attitude is 80%.   Anyway,  today, I am with how best to wrap all that Jane and I have written into one complete ball, that we can throw from us, to you.