Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Gratitude for Your Support -

I want to say how grateful I am for your support.    I am talking to models who seem to have no support at all.   It is amazing.   I don't know what to do with that.  I listen and I don't know what to say, how to comfort, and I know that maybe all they need is to speak it, and to have me witness their words or plight, and it is sometimes hard for me.   I sit today, on a lotus leaf of blessings and give thanks for all of you.

I request now prayers for everyone that will be at the fashion show tonight, models and supporters, medical, family, and friends.  There are a ton of cheerful volunteers.   This has not been easy for anyone, and the celebration is for all of us, all of us,  and how we unite in healing individuals in this world.  

I am so blessed in my family.  I give thanks for Steve, Jeff, Chris, Jan, Gary, Jan, and Katy.   My family is small, and mighty.   I wear the ring tonight my mother's father gave her when she turned 16.  It fits on my pinkie and is my ring of support, as I also carry with me all my ancestors who have died.  I have overheard so many women talking throughout this of what it would mean to their mothers to see them out there on the runway.  I know my parents will be there.   Sadly, some parents, who are alive, and estranged, are not coming.  I have heard some of the saddest stories this week, and so I guess I want prayers for the whole world, each and every one of us.  I am feeling quite sentimental today.    We are all hoping we don't burst into tears, and maybe that would be the greatest thing.   Who knows.    Welcome tears of joy.

Oddly, today Jane and I were working with December 1st where I could feel tears piling up, but was not yet ready to let them go.  I found myself entranced this morning with the thought of tears, of how they come from our eyes, and what they mean and share.  We are absolutely amazing.   Take great care!!

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