Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Thoughts -

I am enjoying the rain tonight.  I continue to go back through this last year for the book, and I see how much it rained.  We had 52 inches here.  I wonder if this spring will be like the last.  I don't think so.

On my concerns on the book, I don't think it is that there is something still to be revealed, but more that I am worn out on the process of going over this, and, despite that or because of it,  I am working tonight and working with my attitude and trying to revive my ability to do so.  One thing Hari Bhajan emphasized with Jane and me is the importance of revising.   We are going through in more detail now, and I think that is a good thing, and sometimes it feels hard to go through it over and over again.

What I also see is that I am struggling a bit with trying not to try.  I know this book is to "do," and there is no trying, and yet, sometimes I feel myself forcing a bit, and there are times that is needed.  I have a great deal of work to do right now, and I need to do it in a place of ease, and it is not always so easy to fall into that place.   I took a break and now I am again trying to step back into a working rhythm.   May that unfold. 

Anyway, all is well with me, and all is open to reveal.   

Pleasant dreams!!   All is as it should be.  

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