Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

Such a morning!

The sun again shines, though I hear the heater running and worry about the plants and my PGE bill, and it is a beautiful day.

I hear from a woman who is in her breast cancer treatment exactly where I was last year.  I am grateful that my chemo oncologist was so clear on how badly I would feel.   This month of January was one of the toughest for me because the adrenalyn had worn off, and it was a new year, and I felt left out. 

Amazingly, this morning Jane and I were working with January, and how it was for Jane as I went through the process.  It seems my "letting down" this month allowed her to do so too.  I gave permission for her to feel her fear and sadness with my acceptance that it was "crummy."

Ah, big breath.  How deeply we connect, and we try to protect, and yet, we all need to hold hands in the need to laugh and cry. 

A beautiful day to you All!

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