Heart Happy (cathy_edgett) wrote,
Heart Happy

In the night -

I fell early into a deep sleep and am now awake with the nearly full moon.   The landscape is alive with shadow and light.  I lit a candle to augment.  I feel stirring inside.  

Elaine gave me a beautiful piece of driftwood she found on the beach and felt was for me.  I have it here and it is quite a presence.  It seems a story I am meant to unravel.  It is on the kitchen table for now and I am waiting for it to tell me where it wants to sit.  

Yesterday was a day of sharing the pain of others.  It seems there is much to consider and I know life is a ball we balance, and I am sitting with how we each handle what comes.  A friend of mine sent me the blog of her daughter who just went through breast cancer treatment and had a mastectomy and now reconstructive surgery.  I found it brutal to read her experience.  It seems so much worst than mine.   I am awake with new movement within and without.  I think my body is beginning to let go of the firm line it held to get through this.  I am feeling some softening and new waves are waking to peer around and align.

This is the time of year of huge waves at Maverick's.  I feel the same need to rise.

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