I am also aware that my mother died two years ago today. I forgot for much of this day which is interesting to me, and what she would have wanted. I wonder if she lightened the day for me. I had fun buying new earrings yesterday and wore them today. They are like a massage as they dangle and wiggle. I feel my mother's enticement in their purchase.
These days are so lovely with the emerging blossoms and warm, spring smells. I am entranced and grateful as can be for love, connection, and life.